I am fascinated by the new against the more ramshackle, by the impermanence of this life in a flood zone, and by this rural town that hangs on to the map by railroad track staples and asphault threads. Like many desert towns, Cabazon emanates contradictions like heat from a Tucson highway. While a small corner market serves as a grocery store for the local community, the outlet mall boasts a Starbucks, a Haagen Dazs, and a Auntie Annies specialty pretzel shop. Shoppers coast on a diet of caffeine, sugar, and salt, while some residents take their meals filtered and in a paper bag. At the casino, a brazen Las Vegas style billboard advertises an authentic pow wow and gamblers, intent on nickle slots and roulette wheels, barely see the imported desert flora that graces their path to imagined riches.
Further south, a well maintained mobile home serves as a Set Free, an organization to help drug and alcohol abusers through work and salvation. Meals are shared at a redwood picnic table beneath a large jacaranda tree and men mill about drinking styrofoamed cups of coffee. Across the main road, sheriffs patrol the dirt roads and empty fields looking for drug dealers. Nearly every home has its own fence, yet dogs run free in the streets. New homes, their stuccoed exteriors painted in terra cotta, sand, or other desert hues, stare at the mobile homes, their sides dented and their roofs rusted, that huddle behind cactus gardens and mesquite. A perpetual wind coats everything in a gentle dust and a rock filled riverbed reminds golden weeds that their predecessors were green. Nearby and silent, save for the semi trucks making their pick ups, the Arrowhead bottling company continues about its business.
The tower of the casino stands like a lighthouse in an evaporated ocean, welcoming passerby to dry up their savings accounts. But behind the clink of ice against ice as another waitress is summoned, there is the sighing of ancestors whose traditions have been lost to material pursuit and of desert tortoises searching for water, dreading rain. The windmills, sentinels of the rural wanderer, whisper "go away" and yet the off ramp clogs like an artery and the parking lots swell. Cabazon.
